CiTR

It must have been the guy that called in last week telling me that i should play live. i'm actually starting to enjoy listening to the music i create, even the stuff that ends with me getting extremely frustrated and exhausted and never sounds 'right'. But some of this stuff i made a few months ago i've forgotten and hearing it again is interesting. I recognise the sounds but don't recall how i made them. I'm impressed with myself but unable to recreate what i've already created. Have I won, or have I lost?